You're beautiful, you're beautiful, you're beautiful - it's true. ♥

As some of you may know (the few who actually read what I write in my sets), my little brother had been battling cancer for a little over a year now... and around 3:30 this morning he passed away.
 
I might be on to reply to messages but I'm just not in the mood to do much of anything else right now.
 
I don't think I've ever felt more upset and tired.
 
People who might care--
@belle-xo
@arianagrandee-anonymous
@spencer-anonymous
@rocco-the-great-anon
@jordandaisy-anon
@sandrakubicka
@craig-and-coco-anons

Nick Roux of course.
This friend of mine.
@rocco-the-great-anon Because you like David Bowie as much as I do... -hides-
And Cory from Boy Meets World. Because he's just so goofy and sweet and wonderful.
♥

Nobody messages me anymore and it's making me kind of sad.
I have no friends. ;c
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I'll be your Tigerlily. ♥
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CLOSER/INBOX PALS--♥
@belle-xo
Miss you, mil4kunis anon. ;c
@kyle-jammeson-anon
@sandrakubicka
@craig-and-coco-anons Pookie ☯
@mariemvs
@macyelizabethanon
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Remember: you're wonderful and I'd be privileged to know you! ♥

~Grace

Would you rather:
- Be my mate (friend)?
- Date me?
- Or hit me with a rake?
 
Comment below! c:
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CLOSER/INBOX PALS--♥
@belle-xo
Miss you, mil4kunis anon. ;c
@kyle-jammeson-anon
@sandrakubicka
@craig-and-coco-anons [for the time you wanted a comment by your name... c:] Pookie ☯
@mariemvs
@macyelizabethanon
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Remember: you're wonderful and I'd be privileged to know you! ♥
 
~Grace

I've been gone a few days, I know.
But things have been really rough at home and with my little brother.
They say he doesn't have much longer and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do.
He's my confidante... the one person who I can go to with everything.
And he's dying.
 
He's also the strongest person I've ever known.
He's been battling his cancer for over a year and a half and it's been quite a fight.
 
But I'm a complete mess.
And here I am saying that I'll be here for everyone when I don't even have anyone to go to anymore.
I just don't know what to do.
 
I just don't know.
 
And my mother isn't helping. She's never been around except to shower both of us with gifts.
And that's not what love is about in my eyes.
Gifts can't buy love and affection and happiness.
They just can't.
 
And on top of everything, I can't stop feeling this sinking 'all alone' feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I'm a lonely person.
It's part of my nature.
And I know I'm young but really, how long can I wait for someone to come around and tell me they love me and that they're here for me?
I mean, for God's sake... all of my friends are settling down with boyfriends and girlfriends and I'm not exaggerating when I say I'm the only one in my group of friends who doesn't have someone.
 
Whatever.
That last part was dumb and had nothing to do with my actual problems.
I'll find somebody some day.
It'll happen when it happens.
 
But.
Yeah.
I'm sorry.
 
And I'm not going to tag anyone right now.
Mainly because I don't want you to feel obligated but also because I don't want you to think I'm trying to get attention.
I'm just sort of... ranting here.
And apologizing.
But mostly ranting.
Yeah...
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Remember: you're wonderful and I'd be privileged to know you! ♥

~Grace

Saviour // Lights
 
The night is deafening
when the silence is listening
and I'm down on my knees
and I know that something is missing
because the back of my mind is holding things I'm relying in
but I choose to ignore it because I'm always denying them
 
I'm a bit of a manic when it's not as I plan it
'cause I start losing my head then I get up in a panic
Remember, when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?
 
I don't want to know
 
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I need a saviour
 
It will never change
if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it
but I know it's hard to choose if you're chained
and when it's all you control
'cause you got nothing else to hold
You're getting tighter and tighter
It's getting harder to let it go
 
I don't want to know
 
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I need a saviour
 
Stand me up and maybe I won't be so small
Free my hands and feet
and maybe I won't always fall
Save me
 
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
(Save me)
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
(Save me)
that turn me to rust
 
I just wanna run to you
(Just wanna run to you)
and break off the chains
(Save me)
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
(Just wanna be so much)
and shake off the dust
(Save me)
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later,
I'll need a saviour
(Save me)
I need a saviour
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I might not be on for a few days.
Having a rough go of it with some family things.
And if you care to know, my little brother has spinal cancer. He's had it for a while now.
We're going to be with him at the hospital, my dad and I. They're going to run some tests to see if they can get rid of it.
My mom can't make it because she has work. I just don't understand why she can't just take her vacation time now so she can be with us.
She's never really been there anyways.
 
Whatever.
 
PM me or comment if you want to talk to me.
I'm not going to tag anyone because I don't want any of you to feel obligated to look at my sets.
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Remember, you are wonderful and I would be privileged to know you.
 
~Grace

Fill it out if you'd cuddle with me? c:
I know I said I was going to go to bed, but.
I couldn't resist making this.
♥
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YOU'RE LOVELY!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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Okay.
Goodnight for real now. cx
 
Remember: you're wonderful and I'd be privileged to know you! ♥
 
~Grace